SUFFOCATION

Hope is everywhere around
I just don't want to choose
There's nothing left to be given away
I've lost all that I could lose

You left along with all of mine
My trust in you was proved wrong
I can no more pushed to be bound to you
I've suffocated for long

I've suffocated for long
I've suffocated for long
I've suffocated for long

Nightfall came cascading down
I was unprepared to believe
You've played the masquerade for enough
I've no more pain to receive

Hope is everywhere around
I just don't want to choose
You were shamming of mourning in a requiem
But I've uncovered the truth!

No more sorrows can imprison me
No more clutches to impound
I no more long to use apostrophe
There's nothing of me to be found

I donno where I'm escaping now
I donno where I belong
Cuz I've been suffocated for long

I've suffocated for long
I've suffocated for long

-PRANAV

CYANIDE

Stabbing in my chest,
You kept from me in fear!
Running in the woods,
You took off in the air!

You can blame me,
Cuz the fault was in my heart!
Filled with cyanide,
Setting the blood apart!

In the depth of my eyes,
See the smokes of cyanide,
There's a spark in me,
Waiting to set and ignite!

Crazy fire; burning in my soul!
Turned me into ashes of blackened particles!
Twirl me in the storm and wet me in the rain,
Cyanide sweating out of heart, let the poison drain!

In the depth of my eyes,
See the smokes of cyanide!
There's an eclipse in me,
Hiding the poison inside!

-Pranav

CREDENCE

In the nook of my lonely mind, In a gloomy border of emptiness! Dug my heart to bury those memories, You were then, fond of my presence!

Now I shed the tears, Its been too long years, I just pat my back, Heaving the frozen droplets off my cheek!

I'm the only other person, Who has no proper reason, To walk by me, to drench in rain, To wash the sorrows off and to ease my pain! To scream so loud, ''its a fuckin world'' Not even my shadow's with me, 'cuz its so dark in here!

I'm an Idiom in the sky, Flung into the clouds so high, Puff a breezy wind, let the shower begin! I wanna live again, this time not in vain, I'll cascade down, washing my pain! -Pranav

The Dividing Edge

You're my destiny,
You may not trust me!
But all I wanna say,
Is I wanna make u wanna say,
''You belong to me, just belong to me!'' 

You're the only one that makes me fall of the ledge,
Fly off my dividing edge! 

I see, what you see,
I breathe in what you breathe!
Imma turn a dizzy bee,
Lose myself in staggering dreamz! 

I feel an enormous heat!
In the air you breathe,
A heat, that can fuse our hearts, into an amalgum of love!! 

I think what you think,
I blink when you blink!
Love is a vital drink!
Just don't let it go and spit it out in disgust! 

I feel an enormous heat!
In the air you breathe,
A heat, that can fuse our hearts, into an amalgum of love!!


You're my destiny,
Longing your company,
I wish we hold our hands and stand jumping off the hedge,
And fly off my dividing edge!

-PRANAV

But still, happy I am!

Sometimes I feel I walk alone, Sometimes i feel embraced! Although the crowd is all along, I feel I am disgraced!

Joy it was to be with you! Yes, joy it was to own you! Opened my eyes, the twins in tears! In through my heart did, you pierce! 
Here I am yet still alive, Buzzing like a bee, alone in the hive! Here I am but singing alone, Boozed with the pain, set for the dive!

You made me cry and had the joyce, Now I repent, for you were my choice! I don't hail you for what you did! Blind were my eyes, that gazed and gauged you candid!

It was a venture you drove me through! I believed that all you said was true! Now I am, standing alone, In the wind my feelings are blown!

Sure I'm am to discover, The happiness and the will power! That once flourished in the bay of my heart! Until you pierced the dam and let 'em go apart!

-Pranav 24/03/2014
4.00 P.M

I know u will get back!

Yes! My prediction went right!
As u know, its applicable to many things!
But do u think u were doing right?
You tore those tiny, little of my, 'trusty wings!'

Betrayed would yeah, both of us feel!
But I don't think its impossible to heal!
Was it not for a mere thing I was alleged?
What of that, The oath we took for a friendship- 'full fledged'?

I felt so bright in your presence!
I felt so right, whatever you did!
But would that mean, you could leave me alone,
And I would deep embed, the feelings I hid?

Each moment, my heart is weeping!
Each moment, your thoughts are creeping!
Each moment I feel so lonely!
Each moment I wish we were back together!

A minute is a millennium,
An hour its hard!
A day you leave me
I just go retard!

I know the reason,
You know the reason!
It is so unbelievable!
That you would choose to treason!

Never do this again!
I know you will get back!
Never leave me again!
It sets me off the track!

''Who am I? I need an answer''
I ask you questions....
And you have no answer!
Well indeed, 'who am I' to ask you questions? And then expect an endearing answer just to put a smile on my heart and miss a beat on my face!

-PRANAV
03/03/14
07.37 P.M

Mai na bhoolunga....

Kaise bhool paunga uss din ko,
Jis din tha pehli baar dekha tumhe?
Man mai chaap liya hai teri khoobsurat chehre ko,
Thaki kabhi na bhool pau mai tumhe!

Woh bhi kya din they
Jab milte they har din,
Baat utna bhi karte nahin they lekin,
Phir bhi kya din they woh, yeh din bhi kuch kam nahin!

Waqt guzra, din bhi guzre, saal bhi palte!
Lekin bhoola nahin maine tumhe!
Tere jaise dost ko bhulakar,
Maafi na milnewaali guna bhi kaise karta mai?

Mai tumhe apna zindagi nahin maanta!
Kyunki yeh zindagi toh ek din khatm ho jayegi!
Tera mera dosti jug jug hazaro saal,
Har din badhta, khushi se mehaktha jeeye!

Meri yeh zindagi mai hogi,
Lakho logon se mulakat!
Lekin uss Bhagwan ki ehsaan ko kaise chukau,
Jo usne mulakat, tum jaise anmol ratan se karwadi!

-Pranav
27/01/14